You’ll Think Of Me
Posted on: July 27, 2010 at 11:00 pm. 6 comments
Day 09 – A photo that you took.
I took this picture the other day at the beach. My mom, David & I went went on a bit of a hike all around the lake, over the bridges and into the back forests and such. We were gone a pretty long time, and I was always a bit behind them, taking pictures of EVERYTHING. I like this picture because I’ve always wanted to take a nice picture of a butterfly, but it’s hard because they never stay still. This one was a pretty good model, as was one of the frogs I kept taking pictures of 
I have my first day of work tomorrow, so I’m going to go to bed soon as I start at 10 tomorrow morning. I’m planning on getting up extra early, so that I can eat breakfast (which I never do) and just have a good start to the day. I work Thursday again, 10am-2 and then I work Friday night, 5-9.
Saturday, I’m driving to Michigan with my parents to drop off my sister at her friends house, and then she’s going with her friend + friend’s bf to Florida for two weeks, and we have to go back Aug. 13th to pick her up. I get to go shopping a bit, so it’ll be nice since I can actually spend a bit of the money I was saving all summer since I have a job to make up for what I spend.
Things with David are bad. I brought up all of the things that he does to make me feel like I’m not good enough, and now.. I don’t know what’s going to happen. He’s going to Quebec this weekend, and I think the time apart will be GOOD and maybe help us a bit, but he seems to not want to be dating now, at all. He said we should break up, and then if we get back together it means we’re meant to be. No, I don’t want to keep breaking up and getting back together and no, I don’t want us to be broken up just so you can go and do whatever you want with any girls when you’re drunk in Quebec. I think the time apart will be good, and if we come out of the weekend apart thinking that our lives are better off without the other person, then we know that it won’t work. Call me stupid for trying to make it work, but I don’t want to just GIVE UP on the person I love and wonder if it would have worked out if we just tried a little hard. So I’m trying all I can think of, and if this last attempt doesn’t work, then it’ll be the end and I can move on.
6 comments Tags: 30 Day Challenge, David, Family, Jobs, Life, Money, Self, Work.
New Job
Posted on: July 26, 2010 at 8:36 pm. 9 comments
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
This photo doesn’t make me angry, but it makes me sad. It’s a picture of Matilda & I, from the end of June when she came to visit for a week. She’s been one of my best friends since grade 11, and then she moved to Sweden (she moved to Canada right before grade 9) the summer before grade 12. She was always someone that I could talk to about absoultely anything, but with the time difference it’s hard to be able to actually talk to her for a good amount of time. I loved the week I got to spend with her, and I miss her so much everytime she’s gone. I don’t know when I’ll get to see her again, because everyone’s going off to college/university now, so it’ll be difficult for her to come here. Hopefully I’ll go there one day though. 
I got a new job today! I applied last week, and then my friend who works there was asked if any of her friends were hiring, so she said I applied and they LOVE her there, so they figured that if she was recommending me, I’d have to be good I had the interview, and before it was over he told me that I start on Wednesday 
I have 12 hours this week, which is already more than I had all summer at my old job. The only thing is I’ll have to work A LOT on the weekends, which kinda sucks because that’s the only time David gets off of work but whatever. I need money more than I need to spend time with him.
Idk whats going to happen with him. We spent time together on the weekend, but it seemed like he was only doing it because he thought he HAD to or something. Idk, maybe I’m being paranoid but it doesn’t even seem like he LIKES me, nevermind how he claims to love me. I don’t know, maybe it’s just me being hormonal and pms-y but it’s been like this for awhile now :/
Whatever, I’m going to finish watched the new episode of The Secret Life now.
9 comments Tags: 30 Day Challenge, Best Friends, David, Friends, TV, Work.
Favourite Picture Ever
Posted on: July 25, 2010 at 10:48 pm. 9 comments
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
This one is pretty easy for me to do; there was ONE picture that came to mind when I first saw this was today’s item on the list. It’s a picture of me and Jake, who is my husband 
Only, not really.. but sh. I met him back in 2008 as he went to a special outdoor school with my best friend. I went to a parent dinner with my friend, and he was there. My first impression of him was I thought he was gay, but then in a few minutes I fell in love (Not literally, but srsly he’s like the freaking most adorable guy you will ever meet) and I got a hug from him before I even knew his name. The next day, my friend & I decided he should be my husband. This picture is from the second (& last) time I saw him, at a birthday party for another friend of mine who was in the same program. It was a dance, and so I spent all night dancing with him & actually got to know him more, but he lives further away than even David so I never saw him after that. It turns out that he actually went to public school with David, and goes to the school David goes to for his apprentiship now, which is kind of weird David hates that I refer to him as my husband, but damn he is so adorable
This is gonna be a pretty short post. I wasn’t home at all today as I went to the beach with my mom, sister, her bf & David, and then came home, went geocaching for a bit & then went to David’s house for dinner with his grandparents. I’m hopefully gonna be going up to David’s grandparent’s cottage for a weekend in August, so that should be fun But now I’m super tired and I have a few things to do before bed, so I’ll post again tomorrow. Night guys
9 comments Tags: 30 Day Challenge, David, Geocaching, Husbands, Jake, Life, Past, Stories.
820 CHAM
Posted on: July 24, 2010 at 10:43 pm. 7 comments
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Hm. Okay. This is what tickles my fancy. You know a little while back, when I posted about my favourite radio station, 95.3 going off air, and I’ve been left without my beloved country music for the last eight months? On Thursday night, it came back.
Not the exact same, but Friday morning I went into the living room and my dad asked “Did you hear the news?” I gave him a confused look, and he turned on the radio in the room, only to have me hear a country song. I gasped, and then ran into my room as he told me the station so I could make sure it worked in my room. It does. I was so beyond ecstatic, I was smiling for hours throughout all the horribleness that I was feeling because of my sites being so messed up. I’m listening to it now, and I missed it so much
It's 820CHAM now, which is an AM station. It apparently USED to be a country station, and then went to talk radio. It's back now, and we get eight days of commercial free music to start off. I'm guessing it's for the eight months we went without country music, but I don't really care. All I care is that it's back, and just as good as before
I had a good day. I went to the Fergus Truck Show with David, but we left early because it started to POUR rain. Since his truck is so old, it kinda leaks.. a lot. So the rain wasn't too fun on the ride home, but we survived. And then just had a movie night, and watched The Hangover as I hadn't seen it yet. It was funny Then he watched the commentary as I took like an hour nap, because I only got five hours of sleep last night. So now I'm gonna browse Skeletons a bit, and then head to bed.
